the journey to hiraeth

This morning was one of those heart-wrenching moments that every parent faces at some point. My 15-month-old, tired and craving comfort, clung to me as I prepared to rush out the door. His tiny hands reached up, and with a soft whine, he asked to be held. In that fleeting moment of tenderness, I scooped him up and whispered in his ear, “Mommy is going to win the lotto so I can stay home with you.” It was a lighthearted promise, a dream that often flits through my mind—what would life be like if money were no longer a concern?

If that dream were to come true, the first thing I would do is hire an accountant. Ensuring financial stability and making wise decisions would be crucial to avoid the pitfalls of sudden wealth. With a solid plan in place, I’d set aside funds for my children, ensuring they have the freedom to pursue their dreams, whether that be education, travel, or investment.

Next on the list would be upgrading our cars—mine especially! With reliable vehicles, we’d be ready for new adventures. My sister, a talented realtor, would be my go-to in finding the perfect piece of land to build not just a dream home but a family compound. A place where my mom, grandma, and sister could all plant their roots, close yet with their own space.

Travel has always been a passion of mine, and with newfound financial freedom, I’d plan trips for my loved ones and me. Thailand and French Polynesia top my list—imagine the serene beaches and vibrant cultures! These journeys would be about more than just seeing new places; they’d be about creating lasting memories and experiences together.

But beyond the tangible, the most significant change would be the ability to alleviate the burden of financial stress. I dream of retiring my mom and stepdad, giving them the leisure and peace they’ve earned. I’d dedicate myself to being the best parent, ensuring my children receive all the love and attention they deserve during these formative years.

And for my partner, whose hard work and dedication to his business inspire me daily, I’d provide the support needed to take his venture to the next level.

In the end, it’s not just about the material comforts or the luxurious trips. It’s about the freedom to devote time and energy to what truly matters—family, love, and creating a life filled with joy and security for those I hold dear. As I reluctantly left for work this morning, I held onto that dream, hoping that someday, those whispers of winning the lotto might transform into a beautiful reality for all of us.